Resilience

Accused of being sucked into a downward spiralling vortex...and on what account, is what my mind asks?....

You are the one who looks out for me the most...but why do you almost always turn a perfectly happy moment upside down?

Why do you have this unimaginable power to pluck all that i look forward to...

Why is it always comparisons?

Keeping up with them, theirs and all that follows...

My starry eyes grow moist...

Its always your tears...but I'm the one choking on mine..

What good is this?..Who do i keep happy?

My heart or your mind?

What am i doing wrong?who is seeing me through?

I wont be guilty...

Dont make me what i'm not...

The flame will burn even brighter no matter what you say...

I will not be moved...and least of all be sucked into the vaccuum your thoughts encompass...

My decision...my heart...and yes ofcourse, my tears...

I am just beginning...

Resilient to your conditioning...

I will not break...

Release...Drenched in drops of Heaven's favour

See me now.

I am the Flame!