The phone shall ring..

Okay then...

I am a little...no wait! I am very scared! One phone call! I dont know when that is going to happen. Like a thief in the night the phone call shall arrive and a part of my fate shall be conceived....or not!!

This is the botheration of the situation!... I suck at Math and these probability questions that my mind brings up make me so super nervous! And of course, they're annoying too!!

I want what this phone call can give me but I'm scared it could keep it away from me as well!

The thayyam beats are back, each time with some renewed energised vigour! Talk about palpitations on steroids!

Aiyo! Stop yaaa!!

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Crust full of Silence

And we say nothing.
The truffle looks back at me
And the water is dancing,
Into the glass you're pouring it into..

You pass the fries,
But your phone's got your eyes,
So are mine.
While the radio waves its flag,
I have much to ask,
Knowing you have more to speak.

..and then I meet your eye,
The one that got lost in the screen,
As though you already knew.

It's pouring and it never ends.
Your eyes know.
And your mind figures.
This is my heart.
Just shut up and kiss my lips.
Coz I know you know.

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small joys

Therapeutic feet treatments! I absolutely love!

So I'm at the spa getting my much awaited pedicure done, sneaking out of hair & make up..!

I'm happy today.

29th May 2011

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Karma, again

Warped is the word that describes my current state of affairs the best! Be it, the stew boiling in my mind or simply the day-to-day..uh..experiences! WARPED!

I head to Bombay tomorrow for a show and yes I'm looking forward to the madness. The last time(not too long ago) I was out of the city I found myself in Hyderabad, caught between, two very potent hemp smokers. I passively inhaled the smoke till the vapours began meandering through the convulations of my brain. Not too long after, my cranium started playing thayyam beats with a passionate vigour. It kinda sucks to be a non smoker when everyone around you is blowing grey clouds into the same air you try to breathe in!...ah! But such is life..

And of late, Life's been giving me some valuable lessons on Karma.

So....

Karma, I tell you, is a bitch.

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...Made me think!

"I'm not frightened. I'm not frightened of anything. The more I suffer, the more I love. Danger will only increase my love. It will sharpen it, FORGIVE ITS VICE. I will be the only angel you need. You will leave life even more beautiful than you entered it. Heaven will take you back and look at you and say: Only one thing can make a soul complete and that thing is love." - The Reader

Wait..Watch

I am the river, and not a sea.
Standing so still, also a tree.
Planted by these waters, I have borne fruit-
Of knowledge of evil and of the good.

But in my mind, battles have waged.
Swords are raised and kingdoms invade.
Many..Too much and far away.
Distant, forlorn...
Addressed to fray.

Written in darkness, on pages so white.
This- a feeling
No..Stop!
A fight.

Blotches of ink spread and smeared.
Stains- they darken and I disappear.

But by the waters I sit and take form.
Changing course and calming the storm.
Branches- they sway and swing to the tunes,
Of songs I sing; I learnt from you.

With ways and courses now so steered,
I will take charge.
I promise you this.
My wings wil grow,
As Time does heal.
And I will fly
above the seas.

So shall I soar,
To newer heights.
Beyond the clouds,
Into bluer skies.

But wait on the tree,
As it brings forth-
Wisdom and Sanity-
Now and evermore. 

..Well because this feels good right now....Party Rock \m/

Cheap karma??

Mistakes I've made,
One too many,
Nothing fits now.
Margins were never a plenty.
While you hung up,
I decided to carry on.

This flair you have,
For making me believe
A knack, you see-
Very well you decieve.

Conceit and lies
Are fused to make one.
Evil, conniving..
This treason you love.

Miserably- you failed.
Never proving what you claimed,
Hiding that which remained.
But with the first down-pour,
It had only begun to rain.

Your kisses still linger,
With an aftertaste that turned sour.
As my neck bears witness ,
To marks that turn, darker by the hour.

Spare me this horror,
And wake not more terror.

Doors have I closed to all in sight.
Not a whisper, never a tear
Nor emote but fright'.

For this current in me,
I have you to blame.
For tossing and toppling,
And dragging in shame.

You never deserved
A pedestal so high.
Sacrifices and stories,
To keep were always mine.

Dirty and empty,
Your soul is dark,
Reflecting colours and natures so stark.
Bigot! Bipolar!
Nature's mistaken freak.
Begone! Beware!
What comes around was never cheap.

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